Monday

So school is actually better this semester. I started talking to some of my old friends it's nice. At lunch I'm sitting with some friends that i kinda stopped talking to. But we're already becoming friends again. I actually feel like i have friends now, and i've been a lot happier lately (: I'm just realizing that there's no point in being upset or sad or angry all the time. You just gotta be happy and nice and live life as it comes at you. I'm not saying that i'll never get upset again because that would be a lie, i'm just saying that unless it's something that's a big deal i'll try not to get upset. I like being happy all the time, it makes me feel a whole lot better about myself. I really wish my laptop was fixed right now, this keyboard sucks. I'm so excited for Sweethearts! I got my dress and i love it! Its "form fitting" as my mom always says hahah. I actually think that i look good in it and not fat like i would usually think. I had a spanish test today and I have another one on Wednesday and Friday isn't that crazy? I hope i do alright. I have to find a biography for english and i have no idea who to read about. I was gonna read about the ice man but my teacher said no killing which is stupid. She's like you can read about whoever you want so i was like oh cool that'll be easy, but then she says they have to be American and blah blah blah blah blah so really we can't read about whoever we want. I have to have one by Wednesday and its already Monday so i don't know. I'll probably end up reading Alex's Fredrick Douglas one. I don't really want to, but I don't really have much of a choice that's like my only option. Hopefully my weeks goes alright.

New Semester

I'm atually kinda looking forward to next semester. I'll actually have some friends in my lunch which is great! I think I have more friends in my classes now too. Even though I pretty much hate Cousino I have to make the best of it. I honestly can't find anything good about it, but whatever. What really sucks is because of the new principal there's no pep rally for Sweetheart's, that's so retarded! Well, i'm going out to eat with Alex soon, so this is just a short one.

So, this is kinda like live journal i guess, except for the fact that no one uses live journal anymore.
I basically hate high school. I can't wait to leave. Even though everyone says that they wish they were still in high school i dont care. I loved it last year because Alex and his friends were there. Mainly because Alex was there though. I hate watching everyone with boyfriends and then i just stand there like a loner. I mean, don't get me wrong i love knowing that i have a boyfriend that i can see after school and him not being at Cousino does make me more excited to see him, but i loved having him at Cousino with me. Another thing i hate is all the stuck up bitches. I can tell everytime they look at me they're judging me and it pisses me off. Also i hate how people give me a problem because i'm smart. I'd rather do good in school and make something of my life then just sit around and be a fat retard like most of the people at my school. I had a cold day today which i am extremely happy about. Don't get me wrong, i do have friends and all. I know it sounds like i have no friends and my life is horrible, but it isn't that's just how i make it sound when im angry.