I am now a legal driver! I left school before third hour to get my license and my mom let me stay home lol. I'm so happy I have my license now! I thought I would never get it, but I did (: This weekend was great! On Friday, Lisa came home and me her and Russell went to Olga's for dinner and hungout after. Then, Alex came over and we went and played tennis it was really fun. On Saturday, I turned 16 (: took my road test, passed it, and then had my birthday party with my friends it was so fun! Afterwards, I went to Taylor's party and spent the night there. I didn't go to sleep until 6:45 in the morning! On Sunday, after leaving Taylor's I cleaned the basement, I took a shower, got ready, and then Alex came over. I was really mean to him because I was all crabby from not getting any sleep the night before, but it's okay now. We went to this pet store and looked around. Then, we went to Lakeside and I bought a shirt and zip up hoodie from A&F. I was pretty gay the whole day but I'm trying to be better.

I'm so bored. I'm kinda starting to feel like Alex doesn't want to be with me as much as he used to :/ He says he does, but idk it just feels different. Like i know that it feels different after a while but still. Like i want to hangout with him so bad and i feel like he doesn't want to. On Friday we both went to Andrea's birthday party and we weren't together at all. Normally we would be by each other but we weren't at all it kinda sucked. I know he just wanted to be with his friends since he barely ever gets to see them but we dont really see each other that much anymore now that im doing tennis and i always have homework but i dont think he even realizes that we barely see each other or something. Because once we're together for five minutes its like we were never apart. It kinda sucks how like he texts me and says cute things and then he sounds all happy on the phone but once he comes over hes not that happy. I really think that i dont make him happy anymore. I can understand though because im a horrible girlfriend. I expect way too much im always worrying about everything and im just always a bitch. Im never gonna find anyone else who will actually put up with all my stupid shit. Idk i think im just over reacting hes probably happy and does wanna be with me but i freak out about everything. I wish i could be different in a good way.

I think I'm sick. I woke up today feeling like absolute crap, I still don't really feel good. My throat is killing me and my head is just kinda funny. I'm sure I'll be fine though.

So the tennis meeting is tomorrow (: I'm so excited to be on a team! I also really really want the sweats and stuff too! Last year the tennis team got fleeces too, I hope they do that this year.

This weekend did end up being good. It didn't go exactly as I planned, but it was still good. On Friday, Alex picked me up from school. My mom went and got fish from church and we all ate together. Later on Alex and I went to the mall and then came back and hungout. I actually made Alex made for once and I totally deserved for him to be way more mean that he was. He wasn't even mean directly to me I could just tell that he was mad. After a while everything was fine. On Saturday, me and Lisa went to Olive Garden for lunch it was fun. I drove there. Afterwards Taylor came over and me, Lisa, Taylor, and my Mom all went to Lakeside. Then we went to Dick's so me and Lisa could get shoes. I drove to the mall. Taylor didn't spend the night, but I ended up getting invited to the movies. I went with Melissa and Ola. We saw taken it was so good! After that Alex came over for a little bit. On Sunday, Lisa and I went to church (I drove) and after me, her, and Alex went to Panera (I drove there too). Then Lisa left and me and Alex went to Pets Mart we were there for a long time. It was really fun though!

I want my license soooooooooooooooo bad!!!!