Wednesday, February 18, 2009

(:

I feel a lot better now. Me and Alex talked and I apologized like a million times and of course he said he didn't deserve the apology (he did!). But I feel so much better now (: I'm gonna try to be a lot happier and a lot more positive about everything. I really want to get my body the way I want it to be. I think that has been part of why I've been so angry lately. When I'm not happy with myself I'm not happy with anyone. I'm gonna try and do whatever I can to make my body look the way I want it to it's hard though when I'm not old enough to go to a gym, but oh well. Well I'm going to sleep goodnight (:

3 comments:

  1. I think you are beautiful just the way you are! Have you ever seen pictures of me at your age, my god I was hideous! Don't be so hard on yourself, I really wish you could see what everyone else does :)
    By the way, I am showing my next hair stylist your bangs because I want them!
    HI by the way :)

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  2. Like sister, like sister! hah (ya know that saying, "Like father, like son"...thats what i was getting at!lol). I am the same way, when I am not happy wth myself, I am not happy with anyone or anything...I'm always mean to Craig for no reason and then I cry cause I feel bad! You're not alone!

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