So tomorrow's Monday which means back to reality. I hate school so much. This break was pretty boring, but I'd much rather be at home bored than at school. I know this will never happen but I wish Alex still went to school with me. Last year I didn't miss any school because I knew he was there. This year I have missed school. I don't care about going at all. I didn't stay home for no reason, but if I would've gone I'm sure I would've been fine.
Today I was looking forward to hanging out with Alex once I was ready, but of course that can never happen anymore. Something always comes up. His family has to make it a family trip to go get their computer fixed or whatever it is they have to do. Don't get me wrong I love his family, but I never really got to spend time with him as much anymore. They always want him home or he has homework or something. Today's my last day of break I don't want to spend it all by myself in my room all day I want to hangout with him. I have no idea when he'll be able to though.
I was really proud of myself today though. When Alex told me how he couldn't hangout right away or whatever I didn't get mad or upset or anything (: It bothered me a little bit, but I didn't cry or anything. I really am trying to change my attitude.
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Everything that you write reminds me of me, exactly! Its almsot scary...we may be two completely different peoople, but sometimes it seems like we are the exact same person, too! I love you! Hang in there! I know school sucks, but college isn't much better! LOL! Even if your boyfriend is there with you, at least from my point of view...don't worry! Everything that happens, happens for a reason, so you and Alex not being in the same school is happening because God wants it to! Everything else that happens that might seem horrible is happening because God wants it to, just try and think of it like that...I try to, not that it works all the time, but try it! Hang in there!
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I love you too, thanks!
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